First, WOW, my last blog entry was December 31, 2020.
Second, WOW, it's past mid-April already. How did that happen?
Today (less than 90 minutes ago as I type this) I received my first dose of the Moderna COVID vaccine. As my LS says "Halfway There". Now the song is stuck in my head and I'm ok with that. My niece commented after her first jab (also today) that she felt "an overwhelming sense of relief as I see the light at the end of this tunnel."
Yup.
COVID anxiety is real. And just when I thought I was managing that better, COVID Vaccine anxiety set off another set of worries for me. I had hopes for the J&J vaccine so I would only have to go once. My work schedule is so so crazy right now that the thought of finding two compatible days was wreaking havoc on my brain. J&J's one and done scheme calmed those nerves. That dream was crushed earlier this week when J&J was temporarily halted.
It's not that my job or I are all that important. And health DOES come first. And I'm sure no one would have hesitated to understand if I had to say, "I'm sorry, I have to reschedule that training you wanted because I'm scheduled for shot #2". However, the actual re-scheduling might mean someone would have to wait a month or more to get a new date on my calendar. While, I think people would understand, having to ask them to accommodate ME was not sitting well with me.I was thrilled to get a Saturday appointment for jab #1 and the second dose is now scheduled for a Saturday as well. I am riding waves of relief now.
My appointment today was at 3 pm. I could have had an appointment earlier in the day. I chose 3 pm because I didn't want to give up a hike planned for this morning. Had there not been a choice, I would have taken jab over hike. I am grateful that I did not have to choose. The vaccine is good for my physical well-being, the hike is good for my mental health.Before I sign off, I have to share that the people at the Delaware County Wellness Center were beyond amazing. All volunteers. They were friendly, helpful and downright cheerful. They made a daunting task enjoyable.
Keep Smiling Keep Moving
-Paula